This is a portrait of my dad about a month before he died due to complications with his liver in 2006. I drew this image in pencil for my step mother but she also recently passed away and no one seems to know where the drawing went. I hope we can find it someday.
There's something in this image that really moves me. My dad was a very lonely and sad man after my mom passed away when I was young. There were a lot of wonderful and happy things in his life, but also a lot of sorrow and tragedy. My mother was the absolute love of his life and I think the day she died, most of him died too. When he found out that he had liver cancer, he chose to not treat it; essentially, he chose to die. In this image I can see the long, sad trials in his eyes but he smiles, as he always tried to for us.
He used to tell me I was "the best thing he ever did with his life." :')
I don't know if there's an afterlife. My dad and I used to talk a lot about what comes next. He wasn't religious, but he was a spiritualist. He believed he would be seeing my mother again soon. He told me, "If I die and there's nothing at all after this, I want at least 30 seconds to be really pissed off!" ^__^;
His biggest regret was that he wouldn't get to see the end of the re-imaged Battlestar Galactica.
I hope they are together now. I miss them both tremendously.
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touching story, I was looking at your work and suddenly between to see this oldman and seeing his eyes started reading your story and description. Your father was crying in laughter, life it shows in their eyes affliction but smiles for you (I assume you took the photo).
anyways, I wanted to thank you for the help you gave me for inspiration on poses and also congratulate you for the great work you've accomplished.
I stopped by to look at this image just because it seemed interesting, and now I'm commenting to pay my respects to a man who, from your description, seems to have been an wonderful human being. Thank you for sharing!
Your father was crying in laughter, life it shows in their eyes affliction but smiles for you (I assume you took the photo).
anyways, I wanted to thank you for the help you gave me for inspiration on poses and also congratulate you for the great work you've accomplished.
cheers
death... no one can escape it...